Realizations

July 9, 2021

Maybe the fact I am fighting all of this is making my head explode. Lord, I pray You will guide me in this, the most depressive time since the world ground to a miserable halt. Now, as this time has progressed into nineteen months, I see that if I do not play the game of the puppet masters, I will be shunned from life; I am ‘feelin’ the burn’ so to speak.

The discrimination, separation, the pure cancellation of people who do not go along with the Narrative. Big Brother . Yesterday, I thought about my brother Denny, a conscientious objector; a word from out of the culture during the time of the Vietnam War in the late ’60’s and ’70’s which defined those who refused by conscience to fight in the theater of war. This nomenclature lead to folks opting for either leaving the country, or serving in some sort of community service work for two years. My brother opted for the service work, ending up in a medical facility working as an orderly. Others chose to got to Canada, which turned into a seven year stint after which one could re enter the USA.

I don’t believe that my brother ever recovered from having to manipulate his life in order to live it consciously. Like the ‘anti-vaxxers’ of today, he was branded as an outcast, an outlier, but he paid his dues and went on to live his life, albeit cut short. He died in a freak car accident, with my other brother beside him, who survived.

Was it a suicide? We will never really know. A good friend of my brother later told the story of how Denny had earmarked a particular passage of the Bible alluding to the taking of own’s own life. Sound familiar? Suicide rates since June of 2020 have skyrocketed, sadly predominantly amongst our young people.

It has become apparent to me that I am confronted in this time frame with a similar conscious challenge laid in front of me in the form of a mandate by organizations, if not the government yet, to force vaccinations on an entire population of healthy individuals. ( the efficacy of the current vaccine campaign can be explored on a variety of on line platforms ) This mandate has fast morphed into the minds of the powers that be into what could be law, creating a passport certifying vaccination, which would be a requirement for a citizen to participate in any activity in his or her community and the greater world.

In my mind this only spells one thing: Tyranny. A complete discriminatory action against an entire population; a forced mandate of an experimental drug. Does this not smack of the Nazi death camp experiments upon the captive Jews, and the War tribunals which convicted the leaders of these sick crimes against humanity?

It is more than just a slippery slope. I am already feeling the sting of my own personal resistance, consciously ignoring the status quo and the fear mongering promulgated by our medical/government complex. Just as my brother felt he had to make a stand against the war, against an action opposed to his own conscience. Now, even my own small local singing group, will require the “badge” of acquiescence to be shown in order for my re entrance into the rehearsals. Granted, our purported audiences in the past have been in rest homes and senior centers. I understand this requirement. Could we not change the venue in which we perform then?

After pondering what I am facing in the future, I finally, with God’s help, am realizing that my life now is an open book, a blank canvas, as it is for everyone on the planet and in my little community. Maybe God has a hand in this epic tidal wave of change. I am now fully on board for my own personal transformation in my own way and holding to my own conscious beliefs and courage to stand strong, with God as my guide. Amen. Bring it on….all is well………